THENEWYEARSSACRIFICE电子教案.docx
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THENEWYEARSSACRIFICE电子教案
THENEWYEAR'SSACRIFICE
NewYear'sEveoftheoldcalendarseemsafterallmoreliketherealNewYear'sEve;for,tosaynothingofthevillagesandtowns,evenintheairthereisafeelingthatNewYeariscoming.Fromthepale,loweringeveningcloudsissuefrequentflashesoflightning,followedbyarumblingsoundoffirecrackerscelebratingthedepartureoftheHearthGod;while,nearerby,thefirecrackersexplodeevenmoreviolently,andbeforethedeafeningreportdiesawaytheairisfilledwithafaintsmellofpowder.ItwasonsuchanightthatIreturnedtoLuchen,mynativeplace.AlthoughIcallitmynativeplace,Ihadhadnohomethereforsometime,soIhadtoputuptemporarilywithacertainMr.Lu,thefourthsonofhisfamily.Heisamemberofourclan,andbelongstothegenerationbeforemine,soIoughttocallhim"FourthUncle."AnoldstudentoftheimperialcollegewhowentinforNeo-Confucianism,Ifoundhimverylittlechangedinanyway,simplyslightlyolder,butwithoutanymoustacheasyet.Whenwemet,afterexchangingafewpoliteremarkshesaidIwasfatter,andaftersayingthatimmediatelystartedaviolentattackontherevolutionaries.Iknewthiswasnotmeantpersonally,becausetheobjectoftheattackwasstillKangYu-wei.Nevertheless,conversationproveddifficult,sothatinashorttimeIfoundmyselfaloneinthestudy.
ThenextdayIgotupverylate,andafterlunchwentouttoseesomerelativesandfriends.ThedayafterIdidthesame.Noneofthemwasgreatlychanged,simplyslightlyolder;buteveryfamilywasbusypreparingfor"thesacrifice."Thisisthegreatend-of-yearceremonyinLuchen,whenpeoplereverentlywelcometheGodofFortuneandsolicitgoodfortuneforthecomingyear.Theykillchickensandgeeseandbuypork,scouringandscrubbinguntilallthewomen'sarmsturnredinthewater.Someofthemstillweartwistedsilverbracelets.Afterthemeatiscookedsomechopsticksarethrustintoitatrandom,andthisiscalledthe"offering."Itissetoutatdawnwhenincenseandcandlesarelit,andtheyreverentlyinvitetheGodofFortunetocomeandpartakeoftheoffering.Onlymencanbeworshippers,andafterthesacrificetheynaturallycontinuetoletofffirecrackersasbefore.Thishappenseveryyear,ineveryfamily,providedtheycanaffordtobuytheofferingandfirecrackers;andthisyeartheynaturallyfollowedtheoldcustom.
Thedaygrewovercast.Intheafternoonitactuallystartedtosnow,thebiggestsnow-flakesaslargeasplumblossompetalsflutteredaboutthesky;andthis,combinedwiththesmokeandairofactivity,madeLuchenappearinaferment.WhenIreturnedtomyuncle'sstudytheroofofthehousewasalreadywhitewithsnow.Theroomalsoappearedbrighter,thegreatredrubbinghangingonthewallshowingupveryclearlythecharacterforLongevitywrittenbytheTaoistsaintChenTuan.Oneofapairofscrollshadfallendownandwaslyinglooselyrolleduponthelongtable,buttheotherwasstillhangingthere,bearingthewords:
"Byunderstandingreasonweachievetranquillityofmind."Idly,Iwenttoturnoverthebooksonthetablebeneaththewindow,butallIcouldfindwasapileofwhatlookedlikeanincompletesetofKangHsi'sDictionary,avolumeofChiangYung'sNotestoChuHsi'sPhilosophicalWritingsandavolumeofCommentariesontheFourBooks.Atallevents,Imadeupmymindtoleavethenextday.
Besides,theverythoughtofmymeetingwithHsiangLin'sWifethedaybeforemademeuncomfortable.Ithappenedintheafternoon.Ihadbeenvisitingafriendintheeasternpartofthetown.AsIcameoutImetherbytheriver,andseeingthewayshefastenedhereyesonmeIknewverywellshemeanttospeaktome.OfallthepeopleIhadseenthistimeatLuchennonehadchangedasmuchasshe:
herhair,whichhadbeenstreakedwithwhitefiveyearsbefore,wasnowcompletelywhite,quiteunlikesomeoneinherforties.Herfacewasfearfullythinanddarkinitssallowness,andhadmoreoverlostitsformerexpressionofsadness,lookingasifcarvedoutofwood.Onlyanoccasionalflickerofhereyesshowedshewasstillalivingcreature.Inonehandshecarriedawickerbasket,inwhichwasabrokenbowl,empty;intheothersheheldabamboopolelongerthanherself,splitatthebottom:
itwasclearshehadbecomeabeggar.
Istoodstill,waitingforhertocomeandaskformoney.
"Youhavecomeback?
"sheaskedmefirst.
"Yes."
"Thatisverygood.Youareascholar,andhavetravelledtooandseenalot.Ijustwanttoaskyousomething."Herlustrelesseyessuddenlygleamed.
Ineverguessedshewouldtalktomelikethis.Istoodtheretakenbysurprise.
"Itisthis."Shedrewtwopacesnearer,andwhisperedveryconfidentially:
"Afterapersondies,doesheturnintoaghostornot?
"
AsshefixedhereyesonmeIwasseizedwithforeboding.AshiverrandownmyspineandIfeltmorenervousthanduringanunexpectedexaminationatschool,whenunfortunatelytheteacherstandsbyone'sside.Personally,Ihadnevergiventheleastthoughttothequestionoftheexistenceofspirits.InthisemergencyhowshouldIanswerher?
Hesitatingforamoment,Ireflected:
"Itisthetraditionheretobelieveinspirits,yetsheseemstobesceptical—perhapsitwouldbebettertosayshehopes:
hopesthatthereisimmortalityandyethopesthatthereisnot.Whyincreasethesufferingsofthewretched?
Togivehersomethingtolookforwardto,itwouldbebettertosaythereis."
"Theremaybe,Ithink,"Itoldherhesitantly.
"Then,theremustalsobeaHell?
"
"What,Hell?
"Greatlystartled,Icouldonlytrytoevadethequestion."Hell?
Accordingtoreasonthereshouldbeonetoo—butnotnecessarily.Whocaresaboutitanyway?
..."
"Thenwillallthepeopleofonefamilywhohavediedseeeachotheragain?
"
"Well,astowhethertheywillseeeachotheragainornot...."IrealizednowthatIwasacompletefool;forallmyhesitationandreflectionIhadbeenunabletoanswerherthreequestions.ImmediatelyIlostconfidenceandwantedtosaytheexactoppositeofwhatIhadpreviouslysaid."Inthiscase...asamatteroffact,Iamnotsure....Actually,regardingthequestionofghosts,Iamnotsureeither."
Inordertoavoidfurtherimportunatequestions,Iwalkedoff,andbeatahastyretreattomyuncle'shouse,feelingexceedinglyuncomfortable.Ithoughttomyself:
"Iamafraidmyanswerwillprovedangeroustoher.Probablyitisjustthatwhenotherpeoplearecelebratingshefeelslonelybyherself,butcouldtherebeanotherreason?
Couldshehavehadsomepremonition?
Ifthereisanotherreason,andasaresultsomethinghappens,then,throughmyanswer,Ishallbeheldresponsibletoacertainextent."Finally,however,Iendedbylaughingatmyself,thinkingthatsuchachancemeetingcouldhavenogreatsignificance,andyetIwastakingitsotoheart;nowondercertaineducationalistscalledmeaneurotic.MoreoverIhaddistinctlysaid,"Iamnotsure,"contradictingmypreviousanswer;sothatevenifanythingdidhappen,itwouldhavenothingatalltodowithme.
"Iamnotsure"isamostusefulphrase.
Inexperiencedandrashyoungmenoftentakeituponthemselvestosolvepeople'sproblemsforthemorchoosedoctorsforthem,andifbyanychancethingsturnoutbadly,theyareprobablyheldtoblame;butbysimplyconcludingwiththisphrase"Iamnotsure,"onecanfreeoneselfofallresponsibility.AtthistimeIfeltevenmorestronglythenecessityforsuchaphrase,sinceeveninspeakingwithabeggarwomantherewasnodispensingwithit.
However,Icontinuedtofeeluncomfortable,andevenafteranight'srestmymindkeptrunningonthis,asifIhadapremonitionofsomeuntowarddevelopment.Inthatoppressivesnowyweather,inthegloomystudy,thisdiscomfortincreased.Itwouldbebettertoleave:
Ishouldgobacktotownthenextday.Theboiledshark'sfinsintheFuHsingRestaurantusedtocostadollarforalargeportion,andIwonderedifthischeapanddeliciousdishhadincreasedinpriceornot.Althoughthefriendswhohadaccompaniedmeintheolddayshadscattered,evenifIwasalonetheshark'sfinsstillhadtobetasted.Atallevents,Imadeupmymindtoleavethenextday.
AfterexperiencingmanytimesthatthingswhichIhopedwouldnothappenandfeltshouldnothappeninvariablydidhappen,Iwasdesperatelyafraidthiswouldproveanothersuchcase.And,indeed,strangethingsdidbegintohappen.TowardseveningIheardtalking—itsoundedlikeadiscussion—intheinnerroom;butsoontheconversationended,andallIheardwasmyunclesayingloudlyashewalkedout:
"Notearliernorlater,butjustatthistime—suresignofabadcharacter!
"
AtfirstIfeltastonished,thenveryuncomfortable,thinkingthesewordsmustrefertome.Ilookedoutsidethedoor,butnoonewasthere.Icontainedmyselfwithdifficultytilltheirservantcameinbeforedinnertobrewapotoftea,whenatlastIhadachancetomakesomeenquiries.
"WithwhomwasMr.Luangryjustnow?
"Iasked.
"Why,stillwithHsiangLin'sWife,"herepliedbriefly.
"HsiangLin'sWife?
Howwasthat?
"Iaskedagain.
"She'sdead."
"Dead?
"Myheartsuddenlymissedabeat.Istarted,andprobablychangedcolourtoo.Butsincehedidnotraisehishead,hewasprobablyquiteunawareofhowIfelt.ThenIcontrolledmyself,andasked:
"Whendidshedie?
"
"When?
Lastnight,orelsetoday,I'mnotsure."
"Howdidshedie?
"
"Howdidshedie?
Why,ofpovertyofcourse."Heansweredplacidlyand,stillwithouthavingraisedhisheadtolookatme,wentout.
However,myagitationwasonlyshort-lived,fornowthatsomethingIhadfeltimminenthadalreadytakenplace,Inolonger
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