A Telephone Call3000字文档格式.docx
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malmostsurehesaiditthere.Iknowhecalledme"
darling"
twice,andtheothertimewaswhenhesaidgood-bye."
Good-bye,darling."
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tsaymuchintheoffice,buthecalledme"
twice.Hecouldn&
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senough,ifIneverseehimagain.Pleaseletmeseehimagain,God.Please,Iwanthimsomuch.Iwanthimsomuch.I&
llbegood,God.Iwilltrytobebetter,Iwill,Ifyouwillletmeseehimagain.IfYouwilllethimtelephoneme.Oh,lethimtelephonemenow.
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tletmyprayerseemtoolittletoYou,God.Yousitupthere,sowhiteandold,withalltheangelsaboutYouandthestarsslippingby.AndIcometoYouwithaprayeraboutatelephonecall.Ah,don&
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tknowhowitfeels.You&
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noonecantwistYourheartinhishands.Thisissuffering,God,thisisbad,badsuffering.Won&
tYouhelpme?
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ssake,helpme.YousaidYouwoulddowhateverwasaskedofYouinHisname.Oh,God,inthenameofThine6onlybelovedSon,JesusChrist,ourLord,lethimtelephonemenow.
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tsoterrible,isit?
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sgoingonallovertheworld,rightthisminute.Oh,whatdoIcarewhat&
sgoingonallovertheworld?
Whycan&
tthattelephonering?
tit,whycan&
tit?
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tyouring?
Ah,please,couldn&
tyou?
Youdamned,ugly,shinything.Itwouldhurtyoutoring,wouldn&
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llpullyourfilthyrootsoutofthewall,I&
llsmashyoursmugblackfaceinlittlebits.7Damnyoutohell.
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llputtheclockintheotherroom.ThenIcan&
tlookatit.IfIdohavetolookatit,thenI&
llhavetowalkintothebedroom,andthatwillbesomethingtodo.Maybe,beforeIlookatitagain,hewillcallme.I&
llbesosweettohim,ifhecallsme.Ifhesayshecan&
tseemetonight,I&
llsay,"
Why,that&
sallright,dear.Why,ofcourseit&
sallright."
llbethewayIwaswhenIfirstmethim.Thenmaybehe&
lllikemeagain.Iwasalwayssweet,atfirst.Oh,it&
ssoeasytobesweettopeoplebeforeyoulovethem.
Ithinkhemuststilllikemealittle.Hecouldn&
thavecalledme"
twicetoday,ifhedidn&
tstilllikemealittle.Itisn&
tallgone,ifhestilllikesmealittle;
evenifit&
sonlyalittle,littlebit.Yousee,God,ifYouwouldjustlethimtelephoneme,Iwouldn&
thavetoaskYouanythingmore.Iwouldbesweettohim,Iwouldbegay,IwouldbejustthewayIusedtobe,andthenhewouldlovemeagain.AndthenIwouldneverhavetoaskYouforanythingmore.Don&
tYousee,God?
Sowon&
tYoupleaselethimtelephoneme?
Won&
tYouplease,please,please?
AreYoupunishingme,God,becauseI&
vebeenbad?
AreYouangrywithmebecauseIdidthat?
Oh,but,God,therearesomanybadpeople?
Youcouldnotbehardonlytome.Anditwasn&
tverybad;
itcouldn&
thavebeenbad.Wedidn&
thurtanybody,God.Thingsareonlybadwhentheyhurtpeople.Wedidn&
thurtonesinglesoul;
Youknowthat.Youknowitwasn&
tbad,don&
tYou,God?
Sowon&
tYoulethimtelephonemenow?
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ttelephoneme,I&
llknowGodisangrywithme.I&
llcountfivehundredbyfives,andifhehasn&
tcalledmethen,IwillknowGodisn&
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tYou?
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salittlelatecallingmeup?
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snothingtogethystericalabout.Maybeheisn&
tgoingtocall?
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scomingstraightupherewithouttelephoning.He&
llbecross10ifheseesIhavebeencrying.Theydon&
tlikeyoutocry.Hedoesn&
tcry.IwishtoGodIcouldmakehimcry.IwishIcouldmakehimcryandtreadthefloorandfeelhisheartheavyandbigandfesteringinhim.IwishIcouldhurthimlikehell.
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twishthataboutme.Idon&
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vemadeyoucry.Theydon&
tlikeyoutotellthemyou&
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thaveto;
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t,ever.Iguessthereisn&
teveranythingbigenoughforthat.Oh,ifhewouldjusttelephone,Iwouldn&
ttellhimIhadbeensadabouthim.Theyhatesadpeople.Iwouldbesosweetandsogay,hecouldn&
thelpbutlikeme.Ifhewouldonlytelephone.Ifhewouldonlytelephone.
Maybethat&
swhatheisdoing.Maybeheiscomingonherewithoutcallingmeup.Maybehe&
sonhiswaynow.Somethingmighthavehappenedtohim.No,nothingcouldeverhappentohim.Ican&
tpictureanythinghappeningtohim.Ineverpicturehimrunover.Ineverseehimlyingstillandlonganddead.Iwishheweredead.That&
saterriblewish.That&
salovelywish.Ifheweredead,hewouldbemine.Ifheweredead,Iwouldneverthinkofnowandthelastfewweeks.Iwouldrememberonlythelovelytimes.Itwouldbeallbeautiful.Iwishheweredead.Iwishheweredead,dead,dead.
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ssillytogowishingpeopleweredeadjustbecausetheydon&
tcallyouuptheveryminutetheysaidtheywould.Maybetheclock&
sfast;
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tliketotelephonemeinfrontofpeople.Maybehe&
sworried,justalittle,littlebit,aboutkeepingmewaiting.HemightevenhopethatIwouldcallhimup.Icoulddothat.Icouldtelephonehim.
t,Imustn&
t.Oh,God,pleasedon&
tletmetelephonehim.Pleasekeepmefromdoingthat.Iknow,God,justaswellasYoudo,thatifhewereworriedaboutme,he&
dtelephonenomatterwherehewasorhowmanypeopletherewerearoundhim.Pleasemakemeknowthat,God.Idon&
taskYOUtomakeiteasyforme?
Youcan&
tdothat,forallthatYoucouldmakeaworld.Onlyletmeknowit,God.Don&
tletmegoonhoping.Don&
tletmesaycomfortingthingstomyself.Pleasedon&
tletmehope,dearGod.Pleasedon&
ttelephonehim.I&
llnevertelephonehimagainaslongasIlive.He&
llrotinhell,beforeI&
llcallhimup.Youdon&
thavetogivemestrength,God;
Ihaveitmyself.Ifhewantedme,hecouldgetme.HeknowswhereIam.HeknowsI&
mwaitinghere.He&
ssosureofme,sosure.Iwonderwhytheyhateyou,assoonastheyaresureofyou.Ishouldthinkitwouldbesosweettobesure.
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